Sometimes I don’t have control over my life, it feels like i’m in “BOX” trapped and alone, and every time i manage to get out of that “BOX” were do I find myself? Inside another freaking “BOX” that is 10 times harder to break free from.
I hate to let people see me down and battered , that is why I am always cheered up and always smiling, But it is all a defense mechanism that i put around me to not let any of my hatred or sad feelings contaminate the ones I love and the ones that are around me.
All I want is to do is break free and just fly :)
(Arkydion from Arkpages)
The feelings I feel for you are so intense and strong that being a minute away from you is a minute of pure loneliness, for a very long time my days were just grey and plain, for a very long time I have been lonely and always hurt within even though everybody thought I was OK due to my eternal smile and false joy :D.
But since I met you I feel Alive and invincible once more. By your side my day is 100x more brighter due to your presence and the little things that make you the Girl i love.
You are My Second Sun…
-(Arkydion from Arkpages)
when was I a ever a Human? :D
sometimes in life we feel divided between options. in those times there is an internal conflict between what we want and what we don’t want. sometimes during those conflicts we are able to choose which option we decide is best for us, but what if we can’t decide what we want or what is best? for example: left or right?
my main doubt is why do we undergo through the struggle that wages in us during those moments? why can’t we just be free to go in front instead of going left or right without remorse and any second thoughts? why?